nothing nothing at all is good
September 19, 2002@10:33 pm.
can anything else go wrong??? im mean really the last 3 weeks have been so awful and this week is the culminating point. I asked mike to homecoming and he said no..then today he asked another girl so hes going...and then i found this out at a cheer dinner so i started crying and it was soo bad, im still really upset...and i lost my ap us history notes @ driving class tonite so ill have to copy all those over and it will take absolutly forever....plus b/c of all the crap i do im never ever home so i get in trouble for taht becuse i dont help out around the house enough and i never see my family and i never get any sleep...so i always look like crap b/c i dont care what i look like anymore, im sick and tired of people yelling at me i dont want to hear it anymore, and im sick oh gosh i have been sick for like a week and i hate it, its one of those colds taht just wont go away...and to top it ALL of my sister is leaving for college tomorrow. i dont know how im gonna deal with it. were so tight i started crying tonite just thinking about her leaving. I mean shes gonna be in cinicinnati so it wont be that far away but still, im gonna miss her terribly, and everything else just sucks in its own way...im so glad i have such good friends they are the only reason im not having a mental breakdown, they are all being there for me and being so nice i cnat explain how much i appreciate it
ali